un domingo

me puse un poco triste pero estoy escuchando musica y si ayuda! quiero hacer muchas cosas! ... pero no me quiero mover lol.

lo que encontre

estaba tratando de cosinar pero no sabia como secar aregano, entonces esta buscando una respuesta en google, y encontre un blog en blogger y me acorde que tenia una cuenta con este programa. La ultima vez que escribi era en ingles pero ya se me esta olvidando como escribir y hablar en espanol.. eso no es bueno y por eso quiero tratar de hacer lo mas posible en espanol.. no quiero olvidar mis raizes pero aveces es dificil cuando vivo en los estads unidos y todos mis amigos son hueros. los quiero mucho y ellos estan aprendiendo espanol, es diferente porque todo nuesta familia esta en mexico. Y no hace poco que hagare un trabajo como recepcionista en una oficina dental, pero una de las razones es que soy bilingual. Y no me siento bien cuando se me olvidan unas palabras. .. no se que mas quiero decir en este momento.

what it is... lol

I don't know what i should type. I know i should type for myself and not for others. I kind of like typing my thoughts... sometimes i like writing better. it keeps me sane. I wanted to write a book. when I was 20 now im 22 and i gave myself a 10 year limit. so when i turn 30 i better have a book published and the whole deal. i wanted to do a an auto b. but i think i need to take a class on how to do it. i just ramble on and people probably wouldn't want to read it. it's one of those things. hey! i watched Into the Wild. that movie was really good. it 'd be so great to be able to do that. I'm not sure what we're afraid of that won't let us do that. we subscribed to the local paper in our town and when i was younger i wish we had that, i mean subscribed when i was younger. now that we're subscribed i don't even like to read the paper anymore. this is a real cliche statement but it feels like high school. I've noticed that everything seems to relate to high school. but the paper, it feels like a gossip magazine but for our town you know? all this things come in ink everyday and for most of the time i don't even know anything about it, even though it's typed in the paper. I think it's one of those things where i thought it would be interesting to know but if i can't help or be involved it doesnt' mean much. i don't know i can't really express my thoughts on most subjects. i guess unless you know me i make more sense. not perfect sense but you grasp a little something.
this is me rambling on about what i think. it's weird but i can't seem to talk to anyone. I have the greatest friends but for some reason i can't seem to be how i used to be. loud, happy, fun. i feel the complete opposite of those terms. i think people are starting to see it. and they worry which doesn't help me at all. this is fun. typing. i like writers... i love books.